Nostalgia

For some reason it was really hard to come back. Not because of school, or leaving family, but leaving behind the friends and Blake as I came back to New York was really tough. I became quite accustomed to Blake's and my daily routines, our planning dinners, our talking about our lives together, about vacation plans, and even arguing over directions, food, or other mundane things. I miss waking up to him every morning, and falling asleep next to him every night. Its so hard to be away from him. 

Then I saw some old friends while I was in california, Krista and Shane! That was awesome! Krista came and hung out with me on my bday, and on our trip to San Diego, and with my family to celebrate my bday, that was so great! I miss hanging out with her all the time like we used too. driving around in her Bronco Saturday nights "looking" for something to do, but we would just drive around for hours listening to the music and talking. Such a great friend! Then Shane's back, well, back in California, and it was so good to see him! He came to my families bbq and stayed for a brief, but wonderful visit. I hope that I get to see him more, he's such a great friend to talk to, and who always calls out my bullshit whenever I am avoiding something. Thats what friends are for!

I love you all. 

I miss Blake so much. 

oh, and Mattie played in the snow today, well kinda, I think she is getting used to it. :)